Dearest Peeps,
my first week in CJC has just ended ... but it feels like it had just started ...
everything that has happened feels like a surreal dream to me right now ... even as i am typing this i still cannot believe that i have subjected my self to such "treatment" for the next 2 years ...
in the first week i experienced what's called a REAL lecture and tutorial ... in a lecture all the students will cram into 1 big lecture hall and then there will be a teacher that will kick start a particular topic in the subject ...
the lecture will end with homework that is supposed to be completed by the next tutorial ... so yeah ... in tutorials we go through the work allocated ... and then the whole routine starts again ...
over and over the whole process takes place ... multiple times for the various subjects... it’s supposed to prepare us for uni ... but i fell the whole cycle is not very productive and i feel ... feel so ... so ... jaded ...
everything is just so different from secondary school ... u are suddenly thrown into so many things that u are unsure of ~but have to make sense of~ in such a short period of time ...
i jus cannot adapt to it ... everything feels so surreal ... the environment ...the friends... the CCAs ... the .... EVERYTHING !!!
in a JC u dun have much time to bond with ur classmates ... yeah sure u talk to them... u have lunch together ... u laugh at jokes together ... u do stuff together... but the feeling is jus not the same anymore ...
in JC at most u become acquaintances ... at best u become good buddies ... but to get to the stage of ... “zhi ji” ~means super close~ is close to impossible ...
i’ve not come to the stage where i regret my decision to sign up to a JC yet ... and i sincerely hope that day never comes ...
haz on a lighter note ... it’s good to be in a JC cuz there’s Valentine’s Day !!! and u get gifts !!! wahaha !!! i got a couple from my classmates and some of them i thought were really sweet ...
oh ... and i still have not officially joined a CCA yet ...
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